I am scared of cant score in this semester...
I am fed up of comparing with others...
I don't want to know others' marks...
I am scared...
really...
I don't know how to face it...
I would like to run away...
Run from this cruelty...
Why I must face it?
Why I must suffer?
Why I study hard but still can't get better result?
Am I stupid?
Am I not suitable to stay here?
I do not know...
My heart pumps stronger and stronger as my final exam is coming soon.
Nerves crawl over my body...
I hope I can stand it.
I know I am weak...
I know I am stupid...
I know I am worse in making decision...
But...
I will gain strength to become mature ONE DAY...
Although I am not ready, but the fact is...no matter you are prepared or not, the day still will come.
At least...Don't be innocent.
There is a way for you.
Gambateh^^
Im...tired... |
DOnt worry...everyone walking the same road. Same problem will occur...Find support from frens...and most importantly..pray. It helps the most when you believe in God.^^
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