Honest or Cheat

Me:
Every time...
When I have my test...
Im struggling hardly...
Either to be honest or choose to cheat.
It is very hard to not be one of them, passing the answers here and there.
I feel unfair...when I see them cheating happily.
I feel sad...when I look on my low marks.
I feel tired...when I find my hard work did not pay back in turn of what I suppose to gain.
I feel like to give up...
But Whenever I want to cheat, there always a gentle voice reminds me from my inner heart: DO NOT CHEAT.
Im furious, really......
Why Lord...this is so unfair...they no need pay much efforts on their studies but can score higher than me...
Why I always be the last in the class no matter how hard I have studied...
......."it is so unfair"...I shout from my bottom of my heart.

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Lord:
Dear,
Do not give up your faith whatever the situation is.
Remember, what you have thought, done, said are recorded forever. So what kind of records do you prefer? cleaner (honest) or dirtier (cheat)?
Dont put much focus on this world...everything in this world will vanish any time.
Life is not just about marks and academics...Life is about ME---Jesus.
So...spread the gospel to rescue others.
You are mine, do not worry about your future.
Keep approaching me...dont go away from me.
Because...
I love you.

I will give all you need instead of what you want.
Because...
You even dont know what actually you need.
Keep in mind ----you are always on MY mind.


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Thanks......my Lord.
I surrender myself on Your warm, great, big big hand.
Please take care of me.
I want to experience your Presence.
I need you.
Amen.

Merry Christmas, Gein (especially for you d o)

hohoho..
Im nice le...write a blog page especially for you o >.<

Christmas is coming~
How are you there?
Still...
we are so far apart... Sigh*
we cant celebrate it together...
quite sad...
but...never mind right...?you always say like that.
we will celebrate it together one day~


Ekhem...
Im now want to write something serious to you..
Read carefully ooooooo.



Im sorry for always bullying you, teasing you, ignoring you,  making you angry...(frankly speaking...I enjoy it~)



haha...just kidding >-<

Im blissful that you always forgiving me, be tolerance with me, be patient with me, make me happy...
Im grateful that God put you in my life, accompanying me, care for each other, be my partner. (feel sweet ler? haha XD)
I want you to know that...
You are the special one ya ^^
Dont always be low-self esteem...
You are really nice and good. (I know now you are proud of yourself liao =~=)

*This blog is especially for you...as christmas gift =P
when i go back, i will give the real one for you la..dont worry...(although you say you want nothing, i know you want gift d. just paiseh to tell me, right right right?? XD)

On this special day, I want to say "MERRY CHRISTMAS"~!

LET US CONTINUE OUR JOURNEY IN THE LOVE OF OUR LOVELY GOD <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESUS CHRIST, OUR SAVIOUR~

=~=

I cant give comment on blog............SO...i comment here ^^
I have read what you all comment...

I will be strong...just sometimes...unavoidably, I will EMO...>-<
after expressing...I will restore energy and gain strength from God.

AND...

Thanks~
Really grateful...appreciate you all, Angels. (->.<-)

God is good. Forever Best.

Dont do anything silly.

TO: DT.ET

Before doing anything, please think properly.
Explain your purpose for every outing. Is it hard for you??

Dont feel that we are troublesome. We care about you, thats why we want to know.

I would like to give you an advice:
Dont ever think of to betraying your family.
Or else...
You will regret what you have done.

You will lose the ones who love you so so much.

Once I know that it is a truth...
I will trap into misery. You know it right?

Wake up please...
WAKE UP.

I dont want cry for you anymore.
I mean it...



*Again...I cant tell it...

改变

10/12/2011 - 染发了



我希望。。我不只是外表的改变，内心也是。

我不想：
再懦弱，而是勇敢。
再小信，而是大信。(^^|||)
再哭泣，而是微笑。(偶而还是需要哭来发泄啦)
再害怕，而是自信。
再自私，而是大放。
再悲观，而是乐观。(是有点难做到。。)
再抱怨，而是忍耐。(啊。。更难做到。。)

但是。。
依靠袮，凡事都能做。

Have faith in You... ^^

Dedicate to YOU

First....................

I want to say SORRY...

 for being rude for these few days...

Due to stress...and...pressure...(Not the same meh? XD)

EMO-ING for some days...

Really Out of my control... @~@

Thanks everyone...for being so patient, lovely and caring to me =)

THANK YOU <3

Im happy to know and make friends with you guys~

I appreciate what you all have done for me~

I hope we still can "hi li ha la" when we gather.

I wish we all can maintain like this, like a family after we graduate =)

We are friends~!

Friendship Forever ^~^

God bless you >~<

not only online friends, but also in reality ^^