Every time...
When I have my test...
Im struggling hardly...
Either to be honest or choose to cheat.
It is very hard to not be one of them, passing the answers here and there.
I feel unfair...when I see them cheating happily.
I feel sad...when I look on my low marks.
I feel tired...when I find my hard work did not pay back in turn of what I suppose to gain.
I feel like to give up...
But Whenever I want to cheat, there always a gentle voice reminds me from my inner heart: DO NOT CHEAT.
Im furious, really......
Why Lord...this is so unfair...they no need pay much efforts on their studies but can score higher than me...
Why I always be the last in the class no matter how hard I have studied...
......."it is so unfair"...I shout from my bottom of my heart.
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Lord:
Dear,
Do not give up your faith whatever the situation is.
Remember, what you have thought, done, said are recorded forever. So what kind of records do you prefer? cleaner (honest) or dirtier (cheat)?
Dont put much focus on this world...everything in this world will vanish any time.
Life is not just about marks and academics...Life is about ME---Jesus.
So...spread the gospel to rescue others.
You are mine, do not worry about your future.
Keep approaching me...dont go away from me.
Because...
I love you.
I will give all you need instead of what you want.
Because...
You even dont know what actually you need.
Keep in mind ----you are always on MY mind.
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Thanks......my Lord.
I surrender myself on Your warm, great, big big hand.
Please take care of me.
I want to experience your Presence.
I need you.
Amen.
u ok mah?
ReplyDeletey talk “自言自语”？
haha~
i same situation lah~
bt i nt dare to copy~
haha~
I can't say this is not the temptation from Satan. Sometimes, it is hard, simply because we are humans. But, behold, and be the children of light of God. Store the treasure in heaven instead of the one on earth. Jia you. Same homework for me too^^ Roomie, you can get my hug at anytime when you need it. >~<
ReplyDeletethanks =)
ReplyDeletemice:i think im ok la XD
There're different types of people in the world, some with no integrity or basic moral values, you will see this in years to come. You yourself as a Christian should follow the bible and not others action. Listen to Jesus ! not others who sweet talk and tempt to make you happy. That's what matters. XD
ReplyDeletethanks shino ^^
ReplyDeletei will keep remind myself that I am a christian. God bless you.