说变就变啊

我不喜欢情绪飘浮不定的自己。

我讨厌拿捏不定主意的自己。

我更不喜欢假惺惺的自己。

但...

我特讨厌没尽力遵守诺言的自己。

滥好人

妈说
你是个烂好人
。。。
是吗？
你只是
容易被一些话、一些场面、一些动作而觉得感动
呃...与其说被感动，都不如说你的眼泪“太廉价”了
它要流就流，你拿它没办法。  ）=。=（
。。。
你心太软
会被人欺
但
心硬了，就不是你啦  ）～。～（
。。。
不敢说“不”的人不成气候
做不了生意人
但你说
你没打算做生意人
。。。
妈再说
既然这样，投资嘛...就交给老妈吧
你负责赚钱就行了呗
无言啊
。。。
滥好人啊，真担心你结婚当天落跑
因为后悔当时的一时感动，匆匆答应结婚
=.=
这话倒是...使你沉思了好久
。。。
滥好人，明明很累、很烦自己的事；
但朋友一句请求，你还是扛了起来。
如果拒绝了，还会懊恼好一阵子。
。。。
滥好人，宁愿对不起自己，也不愿对不起别人。
常自怨自艾后，又恢复了往常的模样。
妹说：这叫……欠打～ ）+。+（
。。。
请珍惜这类型的朋友 <3

他们如果有天变了样，请别绝交。
只是他们……真的累了。
给他们一些时间做hp recovery。
他们会对你感激不尽。
毕竟……他们很珍惜每段友情，爱情，亲情。

365 days

today, let talk about a simple story of an ordinary couple.
officially, a couple is in a relationship for more than two years, 982 days up to now.
to other people, they will say: wow~it is long enough. how they make it?
well, i also dont know how they make it.
what i know is, their relationship is still going on like that.

however, their total meeting is not more than 365 days.
the feeling of separation is gradually changes from the extreme upset to...mild mad...until now...just like a normal day.
hey~it doesnt mean they didnt miss each other.
they do miss...but miss one another cant feed them for life.
it just means...they accept it and get used to it.
they understand...
it is only a transformation of emotion for a long distance relationship.
when there is a hard time when their lover is not beside them...
girl will hug her friends and cry it out. then sleep over and the next day chat with family. after some days, she will tell him about it with a normal tone. that time, the boy will say: wei..why did not tell me earlier ar? =.=
girl always replies: you also cant do anything after i tell you on time ar XD
they are always tease each other in the phone.
but girl knows, he is worrying her.
and boy knows, she did not want him feel worry.
hrm...here is a question. how will boy do when he is in trouble?
boy will not act like girl la. hug or cry. XP
maybe...he face it with full strength and confidently, with the help of God as well as...the energy of missing her. XD
as he says before: he want to become a partner who is worth to rely on. ^^
Conclusion:
understanding...caring...trusting...loving...will result a blessed and mature relationship. (right?@~@)
they are still waiting for the day comes.
the day when they can meet each other whenever they want.
And also...blissfully proclaim:
"he is my boyfriend."
"she is my girlfriend."

Your death

Tonight's prayer meeting...definitely was the saddest time.
It is about Jesus' dead.
without your sacrifice, until we die...we still are nothing.
Whenever i imagine...
you were insulted by those people...
the wounds made by the cruel soldiers...
the nails...just like that...'knock' into your hands and legs...
tears are appeared.
Lord Jesus...you lived 30 years with a normal life, together with your parent and siblings.
you didnt choose to live the following years just like that...go to marry, have own children and so on...
Instead, you choose to share the gospel, heal our souls, give us hope...bear all the harsh words and bad situations.
You are too too great.
If i was you, i cant bear with the pain...neither physical nor mental.
...
You are my savoir...indeed.