熬夜

突然觉得
熬夜也不是一件坏事 :)

我的意思是
至少
熬夜读书
在这样的夜里
才不会想太多

熬夜累了
就直接睡觉
不带任何杂念

第二天
又是一个美好的早晨
一双可爱的熊猫眼
开始忙碌的一天

出奇意料的
我并不讨厌熬夜了

我知道
熬夜不好
但请允许我
在这段时间
让我熬夜

当然，还是会打呵欠咯～

Its time

Its time to serious in academic.
Week 9 ad...^^|||
Its time to say good bye.
God bless.
Gambateh. =)

Note to GOD

Listening to the song of "Note to God" by Charice...

Dear God,
It seems like...when we grow up, more and more responsibilities we have to bear with.
I start to concern about political issues, economy, social responsibilities, international news...
I start to feel that...it is not easy to work out your orders.
I start to imagine...what will I be in the future.
I start to think that...every plan is not as simple as we want to do then we can success in it.
I start to consider...is my life...meaningful...


I know more and more information from this world, and also Your Words from Bible.
I know everything is in Your hands...although I cant foreseen it.
I know I am just a human who always forget my position --- always act like im the god.
I know every happening has its own meaning to us.
I know I am learning and becoming a person...who I never think of under your plan.

But somehow...I am confused.
Why...I have to face those stuffs...
You know my weakness.
You know I cant bear with my dead point.
You know my mood will be affected by them.
You know I am depressed when there are X arguments there.
You know I am speechless when I heard the same problems are kept repeating to be discussed.

You understand that I actually not that strong...to bear with the duties.
You understand that I am always trying to do my best in every tasks given.
You more understand about me than myself.

I dislike those who are back stabbing them instead of appreciate what they have provided.
I am annoyed. It is enough...DONT BE RIDICULOUS.
It is so unfair that ___ always be the target who has bad image although ___ has done everything for them.

God, strengthen me so that I wont fall down forever.
God, guide me so that I wont walk away from your path.
God, protect me so that I wont trap in Satan's trick.

"Each tear, there is lesson.
Make you wiser than before.
Make you stronger than you know.
Each tear, make you closer to your dream.
No mistake, no heartbreak can take away from what you meant to be." - EACH TEAR

Me: I will protect you, Dear ___.

Whatever

如果一句---whatever
能把一切不好的情绪消除
能不要使人乱乱想
能让人觉得轻松
本人会应该讲出---whatever几亿遍了

有时候的不说
不是生气。
不是讨厌。
而是很累。
心里某处冒出一大堆想说的，但因为---累
所以只在心中说了---whatever
但却忘了...别人怎么可能听到你心中所说的呢。

有时候只是因为
自己感到着急了
所以提高声量说话
结果
却让人害怕
让人以为你生气了
也因为---无奈
所以只给予微笑
在心中却说了---whatever
使到自己被标签...是个有“个性”的女子。

温柔---是家教出来的～
脾气---是触到底线才有的
爱玩---是不想让自己的生命留下遗憾～
爱吃---是把握能吃的年龄～
乱哈拉---生活才能多些乐趣呗～

人与人之间相处---有哈拉的时间，玩闹的时间，关心的时间，谈心的时间，打气的时间，而我，或许时间太多，多了个替别人不值的时间。

...还是感恩，能有这么多时间。 =)

我想很珍惜跟每个人相处的时间。
毕竟能相遇相知是个恩典---从 神而来的恩典。


whatever。

Thats why...have to Be Flexible and Changeable。