Dear God,
It seems like...when we grow up, more and more responsibilities we have to bear with.
I start to concern about political issues, economy, social responsibilities, international news...
I start to feel that...it is not easy to work out your orders.
I start to imagine...what will I be in the future.
I start to think that...every plan is not as simple as we want to do then we can success in it.
I start to consider...is my life...meaningful...
I know more and more information from this world, and also Your Words from Bible.
I know everything is in Your hands...although I cant foreseen it.
I know I am just a human who always forget my position --- always act like im the god.
I know every happening has its own meaning to us.
I know I am learning and becoming a person...who I never think of under your plan.
But somehow...I am confused.
Why...I have to face those stuffs...
You know my weakness.
You know I cant bear with my dead point.
You know my mood will be affected by them.
You know I am depressed when there are X arguments there.
You know I am speechless when I heard the same problems are kept repeating to be discussed.
You understand that I actually not that strong...to bear with the duties.
You understand that I am always trying to do my best in every tasks given.
You more understand about me than myself.
I dislike those who are back stabbing them instead of appreciate what they have provided.
I am annoyed. It is enough...DONT BE RIDICULOUS.
It is so unfair that ___ always be the target who has bad image although ___ has done everything for them.
God, strengthen me so that I wont fall down forever.
God, guide me so that I wont walk away from your path.
God, protect me so that I wont trap in Satan's trick.
"Each tear, there is lesson.
Make you wiser than before.
Make you stronger than you know.
Each tear, make you closer to your dream.
No mistake, no heartbreak can take away from what you meant to be." - EACH TEAR
Me: I will protect you, Dear ___.
The ___, seem secretive. However this is people nature bah, we always know to critic and comment on people. We always cannot see our mistake. We always like to see people bad rather than d good stuff. We live in a dark age. I also cannot deny I sometime will bad mouthing people, just hope that I can reduce it. May God bless upon us and strengthen all of us.
ReplyDeleteyup, ___ is the person who i want to protect and be the supporter.
ReplyDeletemy heart will feel pain if ___ get hurt.
So, my mental and emotion must be stronger enough so that ___ can rely on me. =)