which it is just a small matter in people's eyes
but it is a sin...in God's eyes.
I feel disappoint.
I feel useless of myself.
Though put much effort, stay up late.
It again...seems like no outcome.
I can forget everything at that moment.
Useless, right?
Even though i know it, everytime I still try hard to the end.
I didnt give up.
I need time.
Not because of comparison between colleagues.
Not because of want to be the first mindset.
Just because of cant be reconciled.
And...fear.
Fear...I will ruin everything.
If cant maintain, what the point im still here?
I am weak.
I am not that smart.
I also hope that I can understand all the things.
Sometime i even wonder...Is it not suitable for me?
...
Dont think that everything can be solved instantly.
...
It is hurt.
Somehow...it is right.
I hope there is no next time.
No more that mistake, please.
I beg You.
I just feel like telling you "Don't Ever give up !" (even though you knew already ><).
ReplyDeleteRefuse to let it be a sad ending..
Grasp the hope that's left and start over again with New strength. He will lead you out of it. Don't falter for too long for He is faithful.
Having a similar feeling, just giving a piece of my mind with my limited understanding. Will pray for you.God Bless.:)
why suddenly think like that?
ReplyDeleteyou can always come and talk to us if you feel bad...
don't give up
for hope is in God
pray hard
sometime i want to state it out but dont know hw to express my feeling
ReplyDeletethats why i keep it
thanks for your care :)
i appreciate you all as my friends
me too. now i can understand what do you mean by donno how to state it out.
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