Miss you, Grandma

When I was small,

I was your follower...

Where you are, Im sure will be there too.

I Did not care where and what time it was.

Hmm...

Am I too troublesome for you?

{->.<-}

Im sorry about that...But...I like to be with you.

Remember the time that we went for travelling together?

Sibu, Kapit, Miri, Singapore, Thailand...

I still remember the sweet memories with you...

Those time...

You always held my small small hand tightly...

afraid that I will get lost...

However, I was so naughty that always, trying to escape from your "control".

Growing up...

I realize that...

This is the way that you care for me.

Thank You.

{^~^}

Although you always scold me...

And I think you are stubborn in doing some works...

Sometimes, we will quarrel over a small matter,

such as the arrangement of putting the plates and bowls after cleaning...

{O.o}  

I still respect you as my dearest Grandmother.

Do you feel it?

I really scare to lose you...

Do you know that?

Once you fall down conscienceless...

Shock, Fear, frighten, horrible....

I afraid that you will never wake up again.

At that moment,

I found that...

You are no more stronger...than before.

You are no more energetic...than previous days.

 {'...'}

So...please...

Dont do everything, let your generation do them sometimes...

Please...

Believe our abilities.

We are your son, daughter in law, grandson and granddaughters.

We love you...although we never voice it out.

Let us do something for you, OK?

{^.^}

Grandma...

I dont know whether I can visit you when you stay at Melaka on this early of June...

But I try to visit you...

 You say: "never mind, is ok..."

nonetheless, I yet hope that...

I can travel with you again.

Since...we have been a long time, not go for travelling together.

I appreciate every time to be with you...

Do you understand?

{-'.'-}

May Jesus be with you...

God bless. {^-^}

>~<

阅读心得：人生五个园

与你共勉之 - 
你能给多少？

你给儿女多少？

给儿女。。。

多一点：

关爱，

沟通，

勉励，

笑脸，

启发，

安全，

信仰，

纠正，

拥抱，

祷告。

少一点：

钱财，

斗气，

责罚，

严肃，

强制，

威胁，

条规，

任凭，

抱怨，

唠叨。

你给父母多少？

给父母。。。

多一点：

笑脸，

感恩，

欢笑，

陪伴，

聆听，

尊敬，

耐心，

金钱，

顺服，

祷告，

了解。

少一点：

黑脸，

埋怨，

冷漠，

应酬，

意见，

轻忽，

急躁，

夜宵，

叛逆，

牢骚，

误解。

其实，爱。。。就在你的周围。

摘自：人生五个园 - 陈自强著

亲爱的,
你总是对我说...

"
我想你...
我爱你...
"

是的,你总是把这两句挂在嘴边.

是的,这时刻,我觉得很幸福.

是的,我想珍惜你满满的爱.

是的,我有把你视为真爱.

是的,你总是充满希望.

但...

你的乐观, 有时让我觉得不切实际.

但...

我的悲观, 有时让你觉得苦恼不已.

看着你...
幻想着美好的未来,
我不忍...
诚实地告诉你...
我们将要面对的现实.

看似被祝福,又不被祝福的恋情,
隐藏着处处的危机.
你我是知道的.

你说: 会没事的. ^~^

我说: 会有事的. =~=

你说: 是你想太多哦. XD

我说: 是你想太少啦. XD

我们对未来观点的不一致,

会否又是另一个暗藏的旋涡呢?

嗯...........

不晓得~
不去想~

我们香视而,
齐声说:
顺起自然吧~

谢谢你,
总是为我着想。

是时候，让我为你着想了。

让我。。。去保护你的心，好吗？

勇敢地。。。面对我们的决定。

对不起,我爱你.

摘自: 雪荷

突然之间。。

我好想放掉一切。

回归最原始的自己。

不去想，不去听，不去看。。

什么都不去安排。

静静地。。

感受时间的流逝。

这是浪费时间？

抑是。。

享受时间？

不晓得。。

一念之差，

就能带来不同的改变、不同的感受。。

爱与不爱。。

曾几何时。。

是一念之差呢。。

我想说：

我可以停一停吗？

我累了。

想休息。

原谅我的自私。

当。。我们的步伐出现不一致。

不代表就此结束。

感情是两人三脚比赛。

一个人走太快，会让另一半有压力哦。

一个人走太慢，会让另一半被绊倒啦。

你我是属前者或后者？

我们都回去面壁思过呗~

sharing from a senior~

Life

Life, I wondered who you were

Were you a moment that passed without

Knowledge, ours or a part of it, so

Mysterious and enchanting, like

Verses of a grieved one, or the one on his lover’s door, then

Moves into soundless slumber, tarries

Upon his work undone, yet

Wonder I for what you are.

Life, were you the one

The one who took me into the past, flew

Us into the cradle, of

The present or is it, a gift of the future, behold

Look at it the light, from

That sky which clouds fly, into

an endless fountain of wind, blowing

onto faces unseen before, i

see them now so clear, still

wonder I,  were you it?

Life, now I hear what say you

You are that passing moment, which

Shows all aspects, of

Sorrow, love, hate, pride, happiness, and

So much more, that

It has become hard, to

Let you go so easily, yet

One day we must part, for

Our time has passed, to

Make you ours, which

You never were, but

Lived we did for you are Life.

Taha Nasir

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