Miss you, Grandma

When I was small,

I was your follower...

Where you are, Im sure will be there too.

I Did not care where and what time it was.

Hmm...

Am I too troublesome for you?

{->.<-}

Im sorry about that...But...I like to be with you.

Remember the time that we went for travelling together?

Sibu, Kapit, Miri, Singapore, Thailand...

I still remember the sweet memories with you...

Those time...

You always held my small small hand tightly...

afraid that I will get lost...

However, I was so naughty that always, trying to escape from your "control".

Growing up...

I realize that...

This is the way that you care for me.

Thank You.

{^~^}

Although you always scold me...

And I think you are stubborn in doing some works...

Sometimes, we will quarrel over a small matter,

such as the arrangement of putting the plates and bowls after cleaning...

{O.o}  

I still respect you as my dearest Grandmother.

Do you feel it?

I really scare to lose you...

Do you know that?

Once you fall down conscienceless...

Shock, Fear, frighten, horrible....

I afraid that you will never wake up again.

At that moment,

I found that...

You are no more stronger...than before.

You are no more energetic...than previous days.

 {'...'}

So...please...

Dont do everything, let your generation do them sometimes...

Please...

Believe our abilities.

We are your son, daughter in law, grandson and granddaughters.

We love you...although we never voice it out.

Let us do something for you, OK?

{^.^}

Grandma...

I dont know whether I can visit you when you stay at Melaka on this early of June...

But I try to visit you...

 You say: "never mind, is ok..."

nonetheless, I yet hope that...

I can travel with you again.

Since...we have been a long time, not go for travelling together.

I appreciate every time to be with you...

Do you understand?

{-'.'-}

May Jesus be with you...

God bless. {^-^}

>~<